It has been so so long...AGES!!!!!!!!! since i update  my bloggie.. dont know why i've been so damn lazy.. lazy lazy lazy = tan chuan keat. hehe..

so..i'm doing my internship in a company named NH2system, located at sri hartamas-- rich ppl area T_T -- = which make my monthly expenses exceed a lot.

attending training since the 1st day i came in the company, which is good for me...(at least for now). I know nothing bout networking ...securities..firewall,... havent mention the software that this company sell --HPOV, SYMANTEC, NETFORENSIC.. = no idea. Its a good chance for me to explore to these stuff by these training.. (1 more training next week..it will be the 3 continuos week--but who cares..still get my allowance by jst sitting there xD )

boring boring boring...surfing net n came accross a blog that i always read..a nice blog... saw a entry that she write:

"Have you heard of the bus analogy? Of how finding the right guy/gal is like looking for a bus?
The first bus comes and you feel it's too crowded so you tell yourself that you'll wait for the next bus. Next bus comes, too dirty, wait for next bus. Next bus comes, too old and shabby, wait for next bus. In the end, you'll keep on waiting for the perfect bus and if you're lucky, the bus happens to be on the same route but if you're not and by then if it's too late and there aren't any buses anymore then what? "

after reading this, i'm so damn agree on this analogy. feeling that we should love..care...cherish the person we love now.. but not trying to look for a "Better" 1?

lol... wtf @$)(@$()r%#(*)(#@#~~~~~ END!~

For those who are updated with the things happen to me lately...should know what happened. Thanks for ur concern... everything is fine right now...thank god~ sometimes.. y cant those babarians stand on their own point and think how if the same thing happen to them..how will they feel. oh..sorry..they are not human..they are jst a bunch of pig..pig without brain to think. Them..they see we..chinese.. are wealthier than them..life better than them. they got jealous..angry. but why? why dont they fucking work on their own hand to earn a better living? COZ...they are PIGS..FUCK U PIG! yeah..i'm touching racist issue..i dont fucking care.. coz i'm so fucking pissed with ur attitude.. fucking malays! allrite. mayb..not all.. sorry for those who are not.. but ..it's ur race.. wat to do..teach them to think rasionally.

I've been taking care of luis for more than 1 week. enjoy her accompanion.. how wonderful to see her sleeping beside me when i open my eyes.. when i come back from class everyday.. waiting for me to give her carrot and vege... she's the only one who will sit there to be wit me when i'm down.. and she's my everything here. i love her with everything i can. Since 2 days ago..she act abnormally. she bite herself..she doesnt have appetite to eat.. hardly eat some when i feed her..i mean..plug the vege leaf and feed it into her mouth. i'm so worry bout her. cant sleep for the whole night..jst to make sure she didnt bite herself again... after 2 days...the situation doesnt get better. i bought her favourite 100plus for her jst now.. bcoz she didnt take any water or food for the whole day... she drink a little bit.. not much...and  left it there..i know..there is something serious happened to her.. talk to her jst now..asking her to eat...telling her that i'm so worried bout her.. and guess wat..she's like understand wat i say... she walk to her vege... and start  eating.! even though she jst ate a little bit..but it's better than she ate nothing. tomorrow i'll bring her to vet... pray for me..hope that she will get well soon..

i've been thinking...this is the last related thing...that i have with her. we both care for the same thing..a lot a lot. without luis.. we can hardly have any topics to chat. It's not that i havent let go...just.. feeling so hard to let go the last common thing we have. erm..dont comment me on this thing.. i know what am i thinking.. dont worry. just u know.. that feeling la!! .. dont misunderstand anything if u are reading this. ok..hope in the next update..i'll tell u that luis has get well already.  

Simple guideline for happiness.

1.    Free your heart from hate.

2.    Free your mind from worry.

3.   Live simply.

4.   Give more.

5.   Expect less.

Everyday is a gift. As long as u can open ur eyes, focus on the new day, and the happy memories that u have build up during the past. Life is like a bank account. You withdraw later life what you have deposited along the way.

So, my advice is to deposit all the happiness you can in your bank account of memories........

Thanks for those who take part in filling up my account with happy memories, which i am still continuing to fill. I appreciate everything that u gave, and hope i do fill some part in your memory bank. 

It has been some time i didnt create any new entry in my blog already..why? lazy lo.. came back from hometown after 3 weeks of semester break. quite enjoy the time at home..and the time in kl with frens. went to shopping before i come back to melaka... bought some clothes for CNy...  erm looking foward for chinese new year... once in a year where every1 will go back home. where most of frens will gather in teluk intan.. hmm.. and most important thing is...angpao... wahahha..gonna be rich.

okok..i know i'm already 23 this year..still macam a kid hoping for angpao every year. keke.. who cares. I've spent too much in this few weeks. clothes..mouse.. and webcam? lol....

going for movie tonite. The return. meaningless entry? yeah rite..that's me~! keke.

watch a movie which i downloaded during my holiday, it's called Mr.3 minutes(Èý·ÖÖÓÏÈÉú£©. it's a hongkong movie...but quite nice movie. it's about a guy who is so rich.. that have everything in his life.. car, house, and woman. He will try to finish everything in 3 minutes, a meeting, or even a conversation. bla bla bla..in the end.. he has brain tumor.. he has to go through a surgery which has only 1 % of success rate. Before he enter the surgery room, he has the last 3 minutes conversation with his son. Normally he dont talk to his son, and didnt spend time with him. The 3 minutes conversation they have everyday is always so long for him, and always dont know wat to talk to his son. But for this time, the 3 minutes is so short for him, as this is the last 3 minutes for him to spend with his son who he has neglect for all this while.

Spend every minute like this is the last minute in ur life. Treat every person like u will never see them again in the future(omg..is this right to say like this?) cherish everyone beside u, and u will soon found out that the world cherish u as well. .

got a forwarded sms from a friend that day..

"always find time to laugh... being happy is a choice, not a chance."

QUESTION 1
If you drive from Kuala Lumpur to
Penang along the PLUS Highway and
there are four speed traps along the
way, and if each speed trap would cost
you RM300.00 in fines, how much in
fines would you accumulate by the time
you reach Penang ?

ANSWER

1. I would not suffer any fines as the
oncoming cars would flash their
headlights and I would slow down
before coming to the speed trap.

2. I would only need to pay a total of
RM80.00 as I would pay a RM20.00 bribe
at each speed trap.

3. I would not be stopped as I am an
UMNO Wakil Rakyat so I am exempted
from speed traps.


QUESTION 2
If your Bumiputera company is awarded
a RM150 million government contract,
and you make a 20% profit, how much
profit would be at the end of the
contract period?


ANSWER
1. I will not be making a 20% profit
as I would have to pay the Minister
10% and UMNO 5%.

2. I would make 30% profit, which is
the progress payment I receive, after
which I will abandon the project and
let the government call for re-tender.

3. My company will not make any profit
at all as I will siphon out all the
profits and show a loss to avoid
paying corporate tax.



QUESTION 3
If the ruling party obtained 54% of
the popular votes the last election
and won 151 or 80% of the seats, and
if it saw an increase of 10% in votes
this election, how many more seats
would it gain?

ANSWER
1. The ruling party will not show a
10% increase in votes, as it will
stuff the ballot box with another 20%
to give it a 30% vote increase.

2. The ruling party will win the newly
created seats in the delineation
exercise recently done.

3. The ruling party has already
decided it will win 90% of the seats
and the votes have nothing to do with
it.

QUESTION 4
If the national petroleum company,
Petronas, pays a 5% royalty to Terengganu State and if the amount
paid is RM800,000,000 per year, how
much should Petronas have in the bank
accumulated over the last 25 years?



ANSWER


1. Nobody is supposed to know as
Petronas need not show its accounts to
anyone except the Prime Minister and
this information comes under the
Official Secrets Act.

2. Petronas earns only 50% of its
petroleum revenue from Terengganu so
Petronas' total income accumulated in
the banks over 25 years should be
RM800 billion.

3. Petronas has nothing accumulated in
the bank as all the money has been
spent bailing out companies and
financing mega projects .



QUESTION 5


If the sentence for murder in our
Malaysian court is 30 years, how many
years would the man actually serve if
20% is reserved for good behaviour in
jail?

ANSWER
1. If the person is a V VIP he would
be aquitted because the key witness
suddenly cannot be found

2. If the person is a V VIP & high
profile politician, he would not even
be charged or suspected of murder
because he cooperated 100% with the
police to catch the 'real' murderer

3. If the person is a VIP he would
serve 5 years in jail with full luxury
as his home and holding meetings daily
outside the prison

Thanks to every1 who spend some time celebrating with me.. thanks thanks arigato~...

thanks the members of 389G taman bunga raya celebrated my birthday for me at 9th january...jst before i go back!~ erm..really quite a surprise for me that night..never expect that they will celebrate for me... went to jj for dinner...and bought me a cake as well. thanks thanks..

then..went to kl on thursday....with wx..coz she wanted to pick up her air ticket so we went down kl together.. have dinner at shogun with together with wx..loon and shin. erm...food was nice...people was nice..everything jst nice~. have some great time there. jst that we ate too full in the end~ -.-. Watched "night at the museum" wit loon + shin as well that nite. very farnie movie..worth to watch

Thanks loon and shin for the ROME cake u guys bought for me yesterday..erm..another surprise for me...really so damn "dunno wat to do" when u come out with the cake leh..paiseh sia..-.- erm..thanks la~~

today.... went to T.G.I Fridays to have dinner with sis, mum, and little damien.. keke..the jack daniel steak is really so nice...with the jack daniel's source..wow... the taste of the steak was jst soooooooo perfect. very nice indeed.. worth a try. the 3 course meal there was at a reasonable price as well.. only RM 39.90 with appetizer.. main course..and desert (big slice of cheese cake).

jst thanks thanks thanks to everyone..who remember my birthday..who send wishes to me...thanks. muaks~ love ya~

didnt write about my christmas...coz lazy to write..and dont have the mood to write.. but since some1 already wrote about it..so i would jst paste the link HERE!!!!!!!! so i am a super big spotlight for this couple..keke..sorry ya..really didnt meant to disturb ur christmas eve der leh..

erm..that's the early part of christmas eve..and after we went "rush"-the place where lala meet. LOL!!! wtf wtf.. wanted to go town ..but since rush is jst around damansara area...we can skip the traffic jam..so we choose there.....

..devil didnt write much.. coz he's busy accompanying his drunked shin. lolx...so. shin...i'm here to post ur PIC..!!! whuahahaha...the look when u are drunk. hope there is none of ur student reading my blog. keke..

1st of all.. let me present u...deng deng deng deng....

due to some complain..i've resize this pic..lolx...small enuff so that ppl wont recognise u.

yeah...HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of u who are reading my blog here. The suey 2006 has finally passed..and let's welcome the year of 2007!! the year of me!! pig? keke..

ok..1st of all..i would like to thanks all of u.. who are there to comfort me..giving me advise and so whatever when i needed someone to talk to.. yeah..i can say every1 of u who are reading this.. thank you very much. without you'all.. i wouldnt get through everything. i really appreciate ur assistance in my life. enjoy every moment i spend with you all.. yok ma also have to say der lah..

year 2006... many things happened... i break up wit her..and get back wit her again..and in the end ..break again...mayb we are jst not meant to be together.. ok.. 2006 has pass... i've make up my mind to let go everything. yeah.. forget every unhappy memories..  for some ppl who once came into my life.. i'm sorry ..i'm really sorry if i've done something that might hurt u.. i should say.. is my fault..all my fault. for being so selfish and didnt care bout ur feeling. I'm so blind..or helpless or hopeless when i break up with her... and done some decision without thinking further..  once again...i'm sorry.....

For the new year 2007... hope that everything will be fine...jst normal will be excellent for me.. hope that no more tough life for me.. in relation and other aspect. I sincerely pray for every1 besides me ...hope that they are jst stay healthy and blessed every moment ..

thanks wx..hehe..this time my turn to thx u leh.. for bringing me out in the new year eve.. so that i wont die of boredom or loneliness in my room.. remember what u write at the cigarrete box u give me?  same to u ya... hope that u can find the life u want in Aus.. u will be there for me when i needed some1 to talk to rite?

what a special year for me.. christmas and new year..i never felt this lonely before... feel grateful that all these so called "special" day has pass..erm..i think nothing coming soon rite? having my lovely daughter with me now.. at least.. but not for long.

k la.. Happy new year once more.. and may god bless all of u~~ (whatever god u believed)