Christmas is jst around the corner. wondering where shall i go during this festival. KL? erm..it's nothing much different from melaka actually. Everyone is going out in couple.. they will say wont mind if i join..but i mind la.. every1 go romantic i go there for wat..see u guys romantic ar.. zzz haha...

Friends telling me that shopping centre in kl has done alot of decoration..very beautiful + romantic to welcome this romantic season..as can see in wx's blog. it's true..christmas can be romantic for loving couples.. and can be also extra lonely for single people like me -.-" mayb i will jst choose to hide under my blanket for the whole christmas and hope that when i open my eyes..25th december has passed. haha.

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after 3 days of raining non stop... the weather is so cold...cold till my hand and legs are freezing even in the afternoon.... till i hope to has someone to hug so badly.. :P so nowadays i'm going around my room with my blanket over me.. For the 1st time for my 5 years life in melaka...melaka flood'!! mayb due to the bad water vandalation system. flood until some roads are forced to be closed. hope it will stop raining !! my heart is cold enuff.. and pls dun add ice on top of my head. /swt

k..i wish all of u Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~~~ let's welcome the coming of year 2007! erm..start to worry for the coming new year eve..where will i be again? erm..should be stayin in my room..hopefully studying that time...coz my final will starts on 4th january.. and jst to remind u..my big day is coming.!! haha..  hope that i dont need to call u guys 1 by 1 to tell u.."eh ..today my birthday leh. u forget?" lol..kdkd..

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Oh ya....went kl again for the weekend again¡­ wondering why all my entries is all about kl ¡­kl ¡­kl???? Erm..this prove that I¡¯ve no activities in melaka? Sad huh¡­. Yeah¡­ in melaka¡­ my life is all about going to class..doing assignments¡­ and during weekends¡­ jst stay at home for gaming day and night.. no frieds here? Nope¡­I have friends in melaka as well.. just that.. they are just different type of friends¡­ mayb I should say not the type that I can really mix with.. Besides that, many of them have find their own partner¡­so¡­ u know lah¡­during weekends¡­ all go paktoh ..movie¡­blah blah blah¡­ ME?? Hehe¡­remain single..single ..SINGLE!! and how the hack I can stay in melaka for the entire weekends while every of them go out dating without me?

 

Ok¡­. I didn¡¯t mean that going kl I can find many friends that are single¡­but at least..they are free during the weekend and we can go out lepak¡­yamca...cruising kl area without any destination..and most of time.. we will go chow kit to see some ¡°pretty lady¡± .. We can talk nonsense for hours¡­. Nonsense that will let us ends up with lots of laughers.

 

1 of my friend asked me¡­ do u get used to your single life? Do u ever regret for breaking up with her? To answer this¡­I have many types of answers in my heart.. of course¡­I will say..NOPE¡­for very loud and sure. But, when I¡¯m are lonely¡­sad¡­depressed¡­or have lots of troubles around me¡­when i need someone so badly to really concern about me¡­to talk with me¡­and the person who i can really voice out everything in my heart¡­there is none of them. Okok..stop here¡­some of you will say wtf.!! ¡°you think of having a gf jst to go through ur lonely life? Jst to talk with u when u need some1..¡± okok¡­ what shall I say? Can I say all this in my own way? In the way which can let me go down the stage? However.. I can assure u that I really learned something in this relation¡­I really do¡­ who the hell in this world do not have any regrets in his life? We need to go through faults and the wrong decision we made to allow us to grow up. I don¡¯t have any expectation on this relation anymore.. don¡¯t worry.. I¡¯ve gone through everything that I should.. and I will not look back to the past¡­

 

Allright¡­ back to the main point. I went to THAI CLUB with Mr. Lian and friends at Friday night. For me¡­going there just is about drinking¡­nothing other than that. Ok¡­in the end¡­I¡¯m so damn mabuk till I can hardly stand up.. only 4 of us and we order a liquor.. ¡°blue mountain¡± or something like that.. can hardly remember the name.. but anyhow, it¡¯s blue color.. so I assume it¡¯s blue mountain. Erm¡­ I think me alone finish half bottle of that ! 3 of them didn¡¯t drink much¡­ so ..i¡¯m so damn drunk! 1st time in my life I feel that I will die after drinking. Couldn¡¯t walk.. couldn¡¯t stand¡­can only sit down and do nothing. Eyes cant open¡­I think if someone take a knife and kill me¡­I will die without struggling and pain. Haha.. sitting by the roadside for more than 1 hour¡­as they cant do anything on me. They have tried to put their finger in my throat in order to let me vomit¡­but jst nothing come out. And they actually left me alone by the roadside and go find something to eat. Shitz..lucky I¡¯m still alive now. After 1 hour of tidak sedar diri¡­ finally I vomit out everything¡­ 3 times¡­.jst pure water or I can say liquor that I vomited. After that..the feeling was like ¡°phew¡­Im alive again¡± yeah¡­really felt that I¡¯m going to die there¡­ erm¡­really shouldn¡¯t drink that much. Mayb bad mood ..but it¡¯s really suffering¡­okok..i know when I drunk I really cause lots of trouble to the people around me¡­sorry k!!! bare wit me la¡­ keke¡­actually after 2 days¡­still feel like vomiting and headache¡­ alcohol kills!

 

my nephew damien start to learn how to talk. guess what is the 1st word he know? it's ball... any round shape thing...or even people he wil say it's a ball. that day we went penang..he pointed at a fat boy..and said : "ball ball" ... lol...

after 2 weeks..i meet my nephew again at teluk intan. this time he took a basketball to me and say "basketball" .. he can pronounce it very clear and nicely..  

jst now... he came to me with a "longan" in his hand and tell me " basketball" .. i was like .....................................................................................................  erm...isn't that too much different between a basketball and a longan?

little damien will be staying in teluk intan wit mummy n daddy for 2 weeks. coz sister dun have time to take care of him. my sis leave him with tears dropping down from her eyes. every mother in this world is the same.. will love their children with everything they have. i wonder how my sis going to go throught this 2 weeks without damien. 1st time seperate from his son.

what shall i write this time...no idea at all...i'm lazy to blog after my long long holiday...quite busy for the entire holiday....except the last few days of it..after my parents went china...leaving me alone at teluk intan...wow..that's really bored ...everyday wake up ...eat...watch tv...sleep...sometimes...i even didnt open my mouth to talk for the whole day! wow...

frens come visit me on the 1st week of my holiday...as wat i wrote in my previous entry...we went gua tempurung...bla bla bla..and i didnt join them for the pangkor trip.

ok...then my holiday continued with the trip to cameron with my family...it's a great trip anyway... it has been a long time since i didnt join my family trip. sis...brother in law...damien...brother...sister in law...etc etc joined the trip. we rent a banglow there...with a big garden n nice view as well..spend some relaxing moment together...cold weather there...but then...it's raining season...so it rains 12 hours a day...so we stay in the house ...watch tv n play mahjong.. took a lot of photo...especially with my sis's son, damien.. after few months didnt see him.. he has grown up very much...now..he knows how to walk...running around the house.... or try to get attention so tat we will play with him. 

after the cameron trip..i didnt go bck teluk intan,, but join sis to penang. ok...wat's about penang? it's all makan makan ..eat eat eat...almost 5 meals per day..woot. i gain some weight ..swt...but i dont care~~~ penang ...the island of delicious food. if i miss the eating part...wat else can i do there? hoho...went a lot of places...such as botanical garden n beach...wanted to go penang hill..but it's raya time..too many ppl...have to wait few hours for the cable car..so in the end...we didnt go ..penang hill...went with some1 b4...have some sweet memorise there.... 

took many many photos during this holiday...but lazy to upload ...mayb next time ba....

my pc is dead!after accompany me since my 1st year in mmu..there's many precious data in that pc...in my harddisk,...there are many pictures...without those pics...   this few years will be like an empty shell for me.. hope can recover those files...

 

i duno wat am i writting here actually...extreamely tired lying on my bed now...hope it's understanable lo...( is there such word ark?) time for me to slleepp...many things to do tomorrow.. oh ya...there's a nice movie which show on ntv 7 every monday - thusday at 930pm. it's called "yuan dian". Ô­µã. it's quite a nice local movie.. sometimes we have to start from the beginning again..after a long long path we go through...which lead to a dead end..without any choice..we have to go back to the beginning .. and start it all over again. .. even though i might have to walk alone now.. but i 'll make sure it's the correct n best road to go.. nites every1..

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damien ,....looks like he's crying...

small and sour strawberry.

my dad and i at the smoke house, cameron highlands.

all of us have to accompany damien who like to play with water very much to the sungai in botanical garden....

this is what i called a super ice kacang...ABC...which is 1 of the nice food i took in penang. very very extra large big bowl of ice with lots of fruits + lychee + atapci + icecream. :D

i'm leading a damn wonderful life now. i really feel so relief. everything has come to an end. thank god.  tell u wat.  i never regret for anything i've done . every single thing. and inside my mind, i NEVER EVER did something wrong. i enjoy being myself now. it feels jst great!

many fren who used to be single...has found their gf now. but there's a few fren who are used to be attached to another person, are not longer attached anymore. so.. for those who are in honeymoon now, good luck and all the best . lol..that's all i can say . and for those who jst came back into single life... dont be sad and try to enjoy ur life now. take a deep breath and u will find how wonderful is this world without him/her. There's always many fishes in the pond.

oh ya...not going to pangkor anymore..my frens went today. err..why? coz  i'm going to cameron tomorrow..and my dad said that this few days raining..no point going to beach ..so..didnt go lo...quite disappointed actually. have lotsa fun with them at gua tempurung yesterday. but didnt take any picture inside the cave..coz we are not able to bring camera in. we have to walk in the water...crawl inside water...so camera sure rosak if u bring in. no pic then... but really an enjoyable trip :D

yeap..it's holiday now.. back in hometown yesterday. it was jst 3 months back since my last return..but everything here seems so strange...so different to me. mayb too many things happen when i'm in melaka...3 months = 3 years. lucky i still remember how to go home lol.  
       Didnt went out since i came back..jst stay at home. no frens around here... so go out also no place to hang out. er..mayb it's time to be a mummy's boy again. stay at home and accompany them. hehe... frenz from melaka coming tomorrow. plan to go pangkor... but..this time i will be alone...i mean..alone in a way...single? hope u get wat i mean. Dont know whether this trip will be enjoyable for me or not. Anyway..i'll try to enjoy la. hoho...
           ok..that's all for today...will upload some pic after the trip. 

i saw a guy in my msn wrote this as his status :



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    A  WOMAN HAS THE LAST WORD IN ANY ARGUMENT. ANYTHING A MAN SAYS AFTER THAT IS A BEGINNING OF A NEW ARGUMENT.

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kinda true is't?