For those who are updated with the things happen to me lately...should know what happened. Thanks for ur concern... everything is fine right now...thank god~ sometimes.. y cant those babarians stand on their own point and think how if the same thing happen to them..how will they feel. oh..sorry..they are not human..they are jst a bunch of pig..pig without brain to think. Them..they see we..chinese.. are wealthier than them..life better than them. they got jealous..angry. but why? why dont they fucking work on their own hand to earn a better living? COZ...they are PIGS..FUCK U PIG! yeah..i'm touching racist issue..i dont fucking care.. coz i'm so fucking pissed with ur attitude.. fucking malays! allrite. mayb..not all.. sorry for those who are not.. but ..it's ur race.. wat to do..teach them to think rasionally.

I've been taking care of luis for more than 1 week. enjoy her accompanion.. how wonderful to see her sleeping beside me when i open my eyes.. when i come back from class everyday.. waiting for me to give her carrot and vege... she's the only one who will sit there to be wit me when i'm down.. and she's my everything here. i love her with everything i can. Since 2 days ago..she act abnormally. she bite herself..she doesnt have appetite to eat.. hardly eat some when i feed her..i mean..plug the vege leaf and feed it into her mouth. i'm so worry bout her. cant sleep for the whole night..jst to make sure she didnt bite herself again... after 2 days...the situation doesnt get better. i bought her favourite 100plus for her jst now.. bcoz she didnt take any water or food for the whole day... she drink a little bit.. not much...and  left it there..i know..there is something serious happened to her.. talk to her jst now..asking her to eat...telling her that i'm so worried bout her.. and guess wat..she's like understand wat i say... she walk to her vege... and start  eating.! even though she jst ate a little bit..but it's better than she ate nothing. tomorrow i'll bring her to vet... pray for me..hope that she will get well soon..

i've been thinking...this is the last related thing...that i have with her. we both care for the same thing..a lot a lot. without luis.. we can hardly have any topics to chat. It's not that i havent let go...just.. feeling so hard to let go the last common thing we have. erm..dont comment me on this thing.. i know what am i thinking.. dont worry. just u know.. that feeling la!! .. dont misunderstand anything if u are reading this. ok..hope in the next update..i'll tell u that luis has get well already.